completely shocked
i was already feeling pretty gloomy this morning so the last thing i wanted to do was step on the scale… i had overslept and missed my spin class and was in no mood to do anything else… well, i literally started to cry when i read 161 because i’ve had a crappy week - haven’t lifted weights, skipped pilates and only managed two walks… ontop of that, i took my mom out for a mother’s day lunch and had cream of onion soup, asparagus stuffed ravioli AND warm chocolate pudding cake w/ice cream… um HELLO? how is it that i lost weight when i should’ve gained 5 pounds?
i think i needed a break and believe my body did as well so now that i’m back to losing, i can refocus and get back on track… i have to say that i’m proud i didn’t overeat or go back to my old ways since i wasn’t exercising - maybe there’s something to be said about that… eric asked when i was going to use my massage gift cert. that he got for my bday (march) and i said, “as soon as i reach my 10-pound mini goal”… and he laughed and told me he loves me just the way i am and i quickly replied, “and its a good thing there’s no expiration date on it” cus the way its been going, it may be quite a while… but now that i’m at 161 - that 10-pound goal is only 2.5 pounds away and a lot closer than before… ah, i can so picture that swedish massage right now…
plans for the weekend: getting my haircut and maybe trying to find some colorful capri pants - still not having any luck… i will probably head over to eric’s later, the weather is nice now but they say we get showers later so perhaps we can get a bike ride in… then again, i’d hate to mess up my freshly cut hair… ah, screw it - its the weekend… 
have a good one…