i LOVE peanut butter w/my fav being PB on an english muffin with banana… anyone else have something they love putting PB on? and are you a creamy or a super-chunk kind of person? i like both but it all depends on what i’m eating it on - chunky is good on a spoon, all by its lonesome…
between my allergies and having nothing to do at work yesterday - i was a mess… i didn’t plan well for lunch so i had to buy a sandwich from downstairs - i’m sure that was like 10 points… i skipped the gym cus i was feeling awful and was afraid to step outside incase my allergies would get worse… ever have just one of those days where you get home and just sob? okay, maybe i’m just weird…
well, i was expecting a gain this week because of thursday’s drinking binge but 2.2 pounds! that blows! i am not upset though because i know its temporary and it will come off (again) so all i can do is look forward to a good week… my boss let us go home early yesterday so i slept from 4:30 to 9:30, got up for a while and then tried to go back to bed… not sure when i fell asleep but it took a very long time…
oy vey, its a good thing i don’t drink like that very often but it was fun nonetheless… eric said this morning, “that was a lot of fun but free booze can be dangerous” and he’s right… we drank at the reception, we drank at the dinner AND we drank back at the hotel, so i’ve had my fill for a while… we slept-in a bit this morning and i haven’t done shit all day, glad its friday…
so not only will i be drinking this evening but i will be drinking for free… my coworker informed me of an exhibitor reception tonight before the big dinner and being we work for the org. putting on the meeting - we are entitled to partake in the activities… eric is very excited as well and is prepared to bring lots of business cards so he can schmooze… i also prepared ahead and did 20 minutes of cardio ontop of my weights today…
ever have one of those days where you feel thin even if the scale says otherwise? the dress i am wearing today sure makes me feel a lot smaller but maybe because its black… i’m also wearing a scarf as a belt and we all know how when you gain weight, belts are NOT your friend but today - it is being nice to me… i remember two summers ago and this dress was way too tight so its nice to be able to wear it again… thank god!
so it took me 3 days to realize that i reached another weightloss goal… last year, when i became serious about losing weight and working out, one of my goals was to lose 10% of my total body weight… well, as of last saturday’s weigh-in, i made it and damn that makes me feel pretty happy… t took me over a year but i still made it so lets see how long it takes me to get to my next goal of 10 pounds…
i was already feeling pretty gloomy this morning so the last thing i wanted to do was step on the scale… i had overslept and missed my spin class and was in no mood to do anything else… well, i literally started to cry when i read 161 because i’ve had a crappy week - haven’t lifted weights, skipped pilates and only managed two walks… ontop of that, i took my mom out for a mother’s day lunch and had cream of onion soup, asparagus stuffed ravioli AND warm chocolate pudding cake w/ice cream… um HELLO? how is it that i lost weight when i should’ve gained 5 pounds?
for this week anyway… i am thrilled to be off tomorrow and even though the weather sounds crappy, i still won’t have to come HERE and do any WORK… who knows what monday will bring since this huge project will finally be over - i’m sure my boss has another assignment for me and just hasn’t told me… if not, i’ll keep myself busy by reading blogs like usual…
i’m tired of working, i’m tired of what i’m eating and i’m tired of working out… i’m just tired and need a mental health day - good thing i am taking off on friday… ever feel like you’re just going thru the motions and not really enjoying what you’re doing? that’s how i feel for some reason so maybe i’m just burnt out from work… or maybe i need a vacation, who knows…