motivation
sorry i haven’t been posting, work has been crazy… i can’t wait for this huge project to be over with - the deadline we’re shooting for is friday so between now and then, my life is going to be hell… and then there’s bluelines to check , final edits to be made, the presscheck, and (gasp) the HTML version… i will seriously need a day off after all this for sure…
if there’s one thing that will motivate you to get into shape, its getting out your spring/summer clothes… minus the two bags that go to goodwill and the two bags that go to drycleaning - i have a decent wardrobe this year and can fit into most of my clothes… i got rid of a lot of things that i still wouldn’t wear even if i kept losing weight so that made me feel good - i’m trying to get beyond the “i can’t get rid of this because…” reason because its stupid and my closet is only so big… then again, its bigger than the closets at my boyfriend’s house and that my friend, is a scary, scary thought… if women built homes - the kitchens, closets and bathtubs would all be HUGE…
i’m doing okay this week with food and exercise - i set my alarm for 6:00am this morning but i didn’t get up - i told myself i would force myself to go for a walk instead during lunch and i did… i haven’t done any pilates or 8-minute abs all week, not sure why, just haven’t been in the mood… one of my random thoughts yesterday was kinda scary - of of the 15 months w/my boyfriend, i have spent 12 of them ‘dieting’… i’m sure once we’re married and i get close to my goal weight, we’ll start trying to have kids… which means i’ll gain back what i lost and then have to lose it again - talk about depressing! anyone else ever think about this stuff or is it just me???
hope you’re having a good week… yay for sunshine!